Feeling a little restless these days. Can't really point out what's wrong. But now that Korean classes has come to a halt due to travel plans, gotta come up with new activities to do! So far there's kickboxing class to start, baseball batting cage to try, rock climbing level 1 to attempt, tennis lesson to continue, trip to go next week, trips to plan or maybe just f* it and just plan a day before, brushing up on Japanese before trips, books to finish reading, financial planning to do and finally plans for the future.
Honestly the reason why I'm feeling so unsettled might be because I got so many things to do (laughs). Anyway this whole episode of feeling weird even makes me not active enough to make plans with friends to hang out.
Sorry friends, but you must know I still love you all dearly. Plus my exercise schedule makes me tired too. Though I kinda hate admitting it. However because of my work schedule, I can only start my runs late. Plus having long hair is really a pain in the ass. It takes forever to dry, forever. Thus, with just 4-5hrs of sleep daily, how awesome can I feel lol. But! I'm probably at the fittest stage of my life in the past few years. I've never run so religiously before. I mean I do have a hiatus of like a week of no runs in between. However, so far it's been more frequent than ever before. Legs totally feels damn hard. I think I like them. Like all others, I have issues with my body. Like a yo-yo, my weight fluctuates up and down so easily (gaining weight easier than losing them, sad to say) And the only way I've seen my body lost weight in a period of short time is never by exercising, it's when events like food-poisoning or death of loved ones that make me lose my appetite for that moment. Each time that happens, 5kg goes away. Now that food-poisoning doesn't come knocking on my door (a bit morbid), exercises just seems to increase my weight. Thank god for the latest obsession with fitspo though, I feel better about my muscles! Nonetheless, still striving to eat in moderation. I can't help raging though snacks seriously. I have this passion for my chips. But lately I'm trying to incorporate more fruits and less fast food in my diet. Even oats okay, oh god oats. I never thought I'll ever touch oats again. The last time I did, I gagged through it. Now though, I found a way to enjoy it. Sounds miserable but it's still manageable. And.... that's all for the Thursday ramblings.
If you've read the entire wordy post, thanks for reading. Now you know I'm such an oddball. Maybe just like you. We are all weird in a certain way (:
And to myself,
Take your time, Slow down just a little.
